NEW YEAR HAS BEGUN!!!

Salamalayk...


today is 1 January 2012
first day of the new year of Masihi
Alhamdulillah Allah still gives oxygen in order for me to breathe in His wonderful world...


and how did i ended my 2011
???
HEHE
i went to a talk entitled " HATIKU MILIK SIAPA???"
that was one of the big event of my batch for this year
so, MY HEART IS FOR WHOM???
HAHA
still not given to anyone
Alhamdulillah Allah still preserves my heart from the forbidden love
and i hope i can totally give this heart to its Creator 
and for the someone who is Halal for me

suddenly i remember about my phone talk with my sis-in-law, she said " i always pray the best for you...if early marriage is the best for you, i hope Allah will simplify the way...and vice versa...and you know Allah is the best Planner... "

 owhh, i'm not in eager-state to get married...
no no no
i have many things to be settled before commiting into the marriage life
but the talk is useful in order to get our minds prepare for the future..

:')

2012
i hope everyone including me would spend this new year with something that Allah will bless...
let's purify our hearts from sinful deeds...
be the best Muslim and Muslimah...
and let's work harder than previous years...

MY CHOICE!!!

Salamalayk...

such a long time i'm not updating my blog....

maybe because due to the lack of good ideas to jot down here

and seriously i'm busy right now...

the HUMAN SYSTEMS i need to learn for this semester are just too tough for me...huhu

okay

let's recalled poem THE ROAD NOT TAKEN by Robert Frost

why poem???
i think this poem is so related to my life NOW

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood 

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that, the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

two roads diverged in a wood, and I -- 

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

i regret my past..i was born in a family full of tarbiyah..Alhamdulillah..having good result in primary school my family asked me to enter the islamic -oriented high school but i refused..my reason is i don't want to learn Arabic..and then, Alhamdulillah i got good result too in my PMR..and i choose MRSM to pursue my study..Alhamdulillah, there i found something about Islam which is wearing socks    (cover the feet) *the MUST for muslimah and Dhuha prayer..Alhamdulillah, i still do it until now..and what i regret the most is at that time i started  to wear proper hijab(tudung labuh)..but, after finishing my SPM, i put away my tudung labuh and my mission towards better muslimah..i'm dragged away..i knew that i was wrong..but it was too hard for me to change again..and Allah is Almighty..He lets me to pursue my study in this Holy land, the land of Anbia'..and after 3 years, i just realizing about the needs to understanding well my deen from all aspects not only about the need to cover the aurat properly..i found the way..and i ask Allah for not letting me "go" again this time..i want to grab my chance this time..and i hope i will thabat in this path..and now i won't look back my past..

i choose this ROAD..insyaAllah